"ARTISTIC" "ENDEAVOURS"

My family has always had some kind of creative spirit in them, and it was very much passed down to me.
I like to pretend that I have some kind of message or interesting worldview that may be worth expressing artistically.
The truth is that I'm completely fucking lying to both me and you and that literally no one is interested in what I have to say, because it mostly boils down to "Your kinks are weird, your porn is weird, I am offended by drawings," "I'm a stupid dick with OCD and I don't deal with my intrusive thoughts properly," "Haha, look I'm so edgy and I think it's funny to joke about bad things," and "Great job ripping off the artists you're obsessed with, dipshit." Here are said projects.

AUDIO

GIRLS ARE BAD AT NOISE MUSIC

started june 24th 2025, currently ongoing. 3 singles, 1 ep

The name was inspired by a meme I saw on a page about women in noise music. Now, let me make it pretty fucking obvious, I don't actually think girls are bad at noise music (I actually need to check out more women in noise music, same with breakcore and IDM and shit), in fact I identify as a girl (regardless of your thoughts on trannies, it technically gives me a cover) but I find stereotyping and mocking people based on gender/sex is stupid. I also just thought it was a funny name. The whole premise is basically I throw together noise tunes in FL Studio 10 in under 10 minutes or so, then I release it on a Bandcamp page. It might occasionally appear somewhere else, but it's mostly to be on this one page. I basically eschew any idea of quality control, though I have vowed to keep most of the stuff to a relatively short length. Nobody likes an unfunny joke especially when it goes on too long. How long I'll stick with it, I have no clue.

appearance on 21 penguins

VIDEO

CEELO GOES TO POPEYES

made in late november 2024, video collage

On a wholesome note, here's a video I made for my mom's birthday. We both like Goodie Mob, and I don't know what inspired it but I thought it would be funny to make a video where Ceelo goes to popeyes. This was entirely improvised on the spot, no script, and animated/edited entirely in Sony Vegas 8. It was arduous but it was well received amongst my family. My friend said I basically made a Baku episode. I thought about doing more of these, maybe I will, but it's time consuming. Really the most annoying part was having to collage together Ceelo's dialogue from various songs he was on. I wanna say it was mostly his solo work? But I know I used some stuff from Cell Therapy and "Git Up Git Out" as word sources.